TO JOEY

TO JOEY...
be there
be that secret place
where you hide shadows of puppets
among the many faces
and their exact shades
I will be the sun
that you cannot open your eyes
of shame
yet no light at back of shade
no shade of shame
only the echo of empty words
echo sneaks
as way of life
and you walk away on reality
where slippery shadows dancing
words lie under your feet
soulless weight
earth cannot feel
so...
you crash to the pieces in me
collected you one by one
from my heart
from my soul
from my mind
from my memory
and let them free
to their enslavement
where they come from
I freed myself from you
my slave...


Cemil Yavuz Oncelay
all rights reserved
July 2004

FROM JOEY...
it is amazing to me but I can't seem to say
what I am doing here
my tongue is all twisted around the air
I am looking for words
that were so well rehearsed
but I cannot find them anywhere
with you there is no easy answer
it's true
you change the equation that I add up to
and all of the things I thought I knew
you turn it around
I am amazed
when push comes to shove
what I'd give to you
everything
I am amazed
the hallways I wouldn't mind crawling through
and I do it for days and days
I am amazed , I am amazed
that places you taking to me
wait I thought I had this down
I built all my cages and my hide out
I covered all my bases
but you
you creep in like a whisper
I try not to listen but I hear you
I dont know just what it is you do
but I do it again
I am amazed
when push comes to shove what I'd give to you
everything
I am amazed
the walls that I wouldn't mind
crashing through
and I would do it for days and days
I am amazed , I am amazed
at all the things I know

Joey

Joey's note :I didnt write that but it is a song
that make me think of you....